White and blaque

Saturday, July 11, 2009

Park Royal Hotel @ KL

I had a simple yet fabulous night out at the heart of town with the bestest love, strolling along the streetlights, people watching, bumped into the greatest BP janice kaka & co. at flea-tique, had a good 10 minutes of non-stop wowing and teasing, walking a seemingly long distance to catch the last bus home.

Sums up my TGIF night.

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no matter how many people have commented that I've lost an incredibly amount of weight, I'm still fat. Because my heart feels heavy all the time which I doubt it will be lighten anytime soon.

Prays hard that the day ahead will pass by smoothly, witnessing the dearest cousin walking down the aisle. I wish.

Entry written at 2:08 AM.

Tuesday, July 07, 2009

I need to stock up on clorets or whatever that can let me shit everything out. Have not been eating anything, have been sleeping all day. Like its never enough. Feeling so weak all over it feels like I'm bed-ridden zzzz.

First Toptable experience with the GroupMates

Darren kindly brought along white/ice wine (?) to accompany us through the meal. My cod fish was nice, so was the veal cheek despite service being slow and poor mel got spilled on by some lobster with fruits juice. My damn zai groupmates, though sometimes I think they are way too efficient for a slow worker like me, tsk.

& check out twin-y and my new bangszx!

Am thankful to be able to meet up with every one of Lessy so regularly this semester. Whether in school or random outings, the closeness and fun times we had I really cherish. All of us are fighters. And for the 2 lovely girls above, they have seen me in my worst and most glamourous days, with no boundaries or awkwardness. I still feel guilty over the loss of phone, I do hope and seek for your forgiveness. Love you, babe xoxo.

"You used to say our love was blind,

but one day,

you decided to throw our love away,

and left me in the cold."

Just your luck. I still can't move on.

Entry written at 7:55 PM.

Wednesday, July 01, 2009

You said move on. Where do I go.

Entry written at 12:43 AM.

Thursday, June 25, 2009

I had my virgin tryout of Wii few nights ago with the secondary school girls. It was so fun playing Boxing, Tennis, MarioKart, Cooking Mama and Wii Music with my clumsy hand movements. Feels like I was having a workout in the middle of the night, what a great alternative to outdoor exercise. Then it was followed by mahjong where we had to play as quietly as we could because of the late hour. It was funny seeing some of us zha hu a couple of times and I had to keep visiting the toilet thanks to my active bladder system. It feels as if I'm still on holiday as the girls have not started school yet. Oh holidayssss I miss you so.

L4d last night again at Katong. We had to travel to and fro because some lousy lan shop only allow members to play. Got business also don't want so weird. I screamed my lungs out while killing the nasty zombies and watched myself get brutally busted up. The room was filled with our shoutings and swearings, like a world of our own. Thanks girls and boy I had fun!

Entry written at 9:02 AM.

Sunday, June 21, 2009

Why is that sad look in your eyes
Why are you crying?
Tell me now, tell me now
Tell me, why you're feelin' this way
I hate to see you so down, oh baby
Is it your heart
Oh, that's breakin' all in pieces
Makin' you cry Makin' you feel blue
Is there anything that I can do

CHORUS:
Why don't you tell me where it hurts now, baby
And I'll do my best to make it better
Yes, I'll do my best to make the tears all go away
Just tell me where it hurts
Now, tell me
And I love you with a love so tender
Oh and if you let me stay
I'll love all of the hurt away

Where are all those tears coming from
Why are they falling? somebody, somebody, somebody leave your heart in the cold
You just need somebody to hold on, baby(Give me a chance)
To put back all the pieces
Take hold of your heart
Make it just like new
There's so many things that I can do

chorus

Such a lovely, sweet song
that brings out the true emotions.
I'm upset, very very sad.
But thank you xr :)

And to the ones who cared. A little. So much.
Thank you.

Entry written at 5:29 PM.

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